Friday, 15 May 2026

CATCHING UP ON DAY TRIPS- BRIXHAM, GREENWAY, GLASTONBURY BELTANE, DARTS FARM & TOPSHAM

 


Thursday 30th May 2026.

Left the warm sun in Somerset and landed in Brixham, Devon, which was stop no. 1 of today's trip. 

We have a full coach today, and l have a travel companion, a Yorkshire man from Watchet. He introduced himself as he took his seat next to me. He's friendly and chatty. A few other regulars on board as well, with our usual friendly super-efficient driver Ian.  Uptons really are a lovely company to travel with. Always punctual, clean and welcoming.

Only in Brixham for an hour and a half, so time for a quick mooch about and lunch before we head to Agatha Christie's house/ home, Greenway.

I found a little cafe frequented by locals and had a small cooked breakfast, which set me up for the day. The weathers taken a nose dive into heavy drizzly rain, and it's now cold, but I guess being by the sea its to be expected. 

The cafe was full of local blokes, im guessing fishermen and boat engineers.  Then a weirdo walked in, stood at the door and preached that we and the cafe were all blessed and Jesus loves us!!! Ok then.  He made us all chuckle nonetheless.

After lunch, because the heavens had opened i went in search of a scarf, found a lovely little shop but it only took cash which is a rarity these days. So then had to go in search of a cashpoint which l found surrounded by 3 dodgy-looking blokes.  Reluctant to use it, then realised I was standing next to a bank, so ventured into there to get some cash out.  Walked back to the shop for my purchase. No sooner had I put on the scarf the rain stopped, obviously!!!

This small fishing town is gearing up for the 2 day pirate festival over the May bank holiday weekend. So pirate paraphernalia is everywhere, including a "real life" pirate standing by his actual pirate ship the Golden Hind- apparently!!  The "real life" pirate is called Freddie!!

Back on the coach for our next stop, Greenway. The former home of the great Agatha Christie, I have to admit I have never read any of her books but have obviously heard of her.  

Well, the weather played ball and has changed again!! Back to warm, glorious sun, perfect for a wander about the house and gardens. It's a lovely, homely house and very quiet, peaceful gardens overlooking the River Exe below. Didn't get to see the famous boathouse as I spent all the time with my friendly companion. Who wanted the chat and company even bought me a cuppa tea.  He chatted about his recently late partner whom he'd lost just last year, and whilst chatting, we had a robin come join us on the table- if you know you know right. 

After our chat and tea we wandered up into a wooded glade to admire the view from higher up, and as a fellow writer could see why Agatha was inspired by these lands and views, which wouldn't have had such abundant shrubs as there are now. Rhododendrons are everywhere, frilly and vibrant- beautiful.

Before going back to the coach, we sat on a wall and chatted to fellow travellers basking in the now hot sun surrounded by beautiful greenery- it was a lovely end to the visit.  Back on board, we all pretty much fell asleep until drop off spot J25 for me, from where I hobbled home sore feet and weary.  Been a good day. Weather sunny and warm everywhere except Brixham. 

Next coach trip in 2 weeks, after tomorrow's visit to sacred Glastonbury for May 1st Beltane celebrations and the May day parade.

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Friday 1st May 2026- BELTANE, GLASTONBURY - MAY DAY


A quick last-minute dash for the bus to Glastonbury for Beltane- made it.  Anxiety had nearly scuppered this trip, that and my still sore feet from yesterday. Wearing sandals to cool and soothe my pain is helping.

I arrived and was dropped off with a group of vibrantly clad ladies/ sisters on the bypass!! Which is not an ideal spot for a bus stop but as the main town was shut off needs must. We all trundled off towards the Tor and Chalice Well, where it was heaving with hundreds of brightly coloured people- many "Green men", ladies in flowing skirts of red, purple with flower garlands on their heads.  The Maypole had already been "dressed" l think l must have come earlier last year because l remember them dancing and weaving. Still, today was magical. The sights, sounds, and scents are energising.  

Couldn't get near the Well but found a perch up on the walled area.  I got hit on the head again- not sure what by, but something was thrown at the back of my head- second time this has happened to me in Glastonbury!!!

Meditation ceremony was lovely, spoiled a little by jets and helicopters overhead. The three OMS at the end are always amazing- ther verbarations created are something else.  The trees were full and lush green in a variety of shades. 

After meditation l waited for the crowds to disperse a little before collecting my red spring water, paddling in the sacred pool- that helpd my sore feet and was a welcome relief.  Then went for a much needed cuppa tea. 

Feeling rested and serene l left Chalice Well to pop around to the White Spring to collect more water. Timed well as the parade was headed up the road, accompanied by drumming and a stream of vibrant, colourful people. The many Green Men carrying the very long May Pole up the road passed the White Spring. I was positioned brilliantly on the corner behind a railing for a bird's-eye view. It was amazing. 

Drumming, chanting, colour, just magical. 

Whilst the road was still closed, l too advantage of the emptiness to belt back into town with the hope of getting an earlier bus home as the roads were then reopened. Waited until 2pm - no bus!! So opted for food and went across to the local cafe The Abbey Tearooms, for a cuppa tea and lunch. Not overly welcoming of a lone customer l have to say. I sat in a corner and rested. 

3pm still had half an hour to the next due bus, but would it turn up, where would it turn up- a lovely girl who needed to get to Yeovil decided to trek up to the bypass venue/ bus stop. For me that wasn't an option as standing for a long period of time is not possible and up there there is nowhere to sit, no facilities, so l stayed put at the main stop. Now very tired and had had enough, l was planning on contacting my offspring to come rescue me if I stood here much longer. 

What a bloody joke!! A bus finally arrived at 4.15pm. And picked up the girls from the bypass temporary stop. How they got back to where they had to be, I don't know. But everyone having enjoyed the parade and festivities was suitably tired, grumpy and weary. Which was a shame. 

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Wednesday 13th May 2026

Day trip time. 

Off to Darts Farm & Topsham in Devon. Coutryside and sea and animals- maybe.  Both new places for me, so don't know what to expect. Hope the weather stays dry.

Trekked to the pick up point, swallowed a fly-creature en route and choked and coughed my way up the road for a good 10 mins, eyes streaming!! Made for an eventful walk.

The feeder coach arrived to grey, stormy, sunny skies to collect 3 of us.  Onto the main coach up the road, welcomed as most days by the lovely Ian. 

Straight onto Darts farm as it was only a few miles up the motorway. Turns out to be a giant farm shop, laden with all manor of edible produce. Could've spent a fortune on gorgeous-looking food. But I don't come on trips to food shop or to shop at all, really.  

I found a busy cafe corner, climbed up onto a tall bar-type chair for coffee and a lemon pastry, which was lovely and very messy!! 

We weren't here long, so after my coffee I wandered down the path past a stall cooking bacon sarnies oh my days they smelt good!!

At the end over the car park l found a field with a log fortress play area, 2 large tents used for a sheltered picnic area and indeed there were some animals- chickens over in a loarge compound, and smaller paddocks with 2 red cows and 3 sheep. I think the pigs were staying in their hut as it was very cold blustery, windy day.

It was a lovely venue, but not some where l would come again.  Always people to make small talk with on these trips with fellow familiar-faced travellers, which is lovely. Most of us are on our own so chatting about nothing in particular is lovely for all of us. 

Topsham was about 10 minutes drive up the road. By the River Exe estuary, a sleepy, quiet town. I wandered down to the Quay passed a few shops, mostly charity shops. Found a wool shop !! Wouldve been rude not to go in there, so I went in an d bought some red wool for a new project. The lovely lady who ran it was friendly and had some beautiful handmade bits in her tiny little shop. 

I also at the end of the Quay, found a large pub/restaurant l had lunch in as it was very cold and windy out, so not really a place to sit and gaze at the mud plains of the estuary - the tide was out, so the brown sludgy mud/ sand wasn't really appealing.  Although the sound of the boats' sail chains glanging and rattling in the wind was quite a nice sound. All the boats were bobbing away, hanging onto their moorings for dear life. 

The Lighter Inn, where had lunch as lovely, with low ceilings, nice beams, food was lovely but pricey, £25 for a chicken Caesar salad and a pint of cider!! A nice place to while away a couple of hours out of the cold. After which l ventured into the famous antique centre, which is very much like Aladdin's cave one back home. Not really my thing,, nothing in there caught my eye so l left and wandered down the road, briefly sitting by the wall of the estuary, gazing at the boats, 2 white & red ducks and the vast expanse of mud and murky water.

Suitably blown by the wind l then walked back up the hill, found a few of my fellow travellers and sat in the sheltered sun outside a church for a chat about our adventures. One lady l call the denim lady as she's always in denim, had bought herself a large china statue from the antique centre and was lugging "him" up the road like a baby!! I helped her with her bags when we got to pick-up time, and we all giggled about the random things we do on these trips. The joys of being older, lone, women with time to spare. !!

I didn't take many photos at all as there wasn't anything to picture to be honest. It was a lovely day but not one I will repeat, that's for sure. 

I found it a bit boring to be honest.  I like stately homes with vast estates and gardens and wooded glades I can wander in safely. 

Didnt take long to get home today, so after a little kip en route we were dropped off at J25, which is always a preferred stop as it cuts out abit of the trek home, where I had a much-welcomed cuppa tea and cuddles with my fur baby. 

That's it all caught up.  A long read l know, sorry.  But the next adventures are only next week, a day trip followed by a visit to see family, travelling alone via London!!! For someone who has some anxieties, this will be a challenge, but excited to do most of it.

I'll be back to tell you all about it when I'm home,


POST SCRIPT:- I'd like to just add a brief chat about anxiety as a lone female traveller.  Before leaving for my adventures l overthink. I frequently go to the loo, even after going out of the front door l will often come back in for another wee!! 

Then I worry about tripping and falling over en route to the pick-up point. I worry about colliding with a cyclist on the blind bend of the footbridge that goes over the dual carriageway. I worry about the bridge collapsing whilst I'm on it!! Ridiculous right!!  

But that's how anxiety presents itself to me. Once I'm out the door and trekking, on the coach etc im fine and I embrace the day out. 





Sunday, 26 April 2026

WHATS THE POINT


 

What's the point of getting up on a very quiet Sunday morning?

I'm retired, I live alone, so why do I "need" to get up? Actually, even on weekdays, why do I "need" to get up?

No longer shackled to the daily grind and routine of "having to get up" because I "have" to go to work to pay for life, rent, food, bills- "stuff" that makes life happen.  So why now do I "have" to get up?

A lovely consultant a few years ago, prescribed me a cocktail of drugs- no, not the dodgy stuff, but medication to keep me alive. Blood pressure, cholesterol, and now Type 2 diabetes drugs to help my body do what it's meant to do. So ideally, I "need" to get up in order to take my morning cocktail of pills at a near regular time of day. And to accompany the pills, I "need" to eat and drink. So that's the point of  "having" to get up in the morning.

Not getting up, or rather not having a "need" to get up, isn't a depressing, suicidal pattern of thinking, far from it.  Its a whats the purpose of me "needing" to get up. There is no one to answer to - well, maybe the one remaining cat who wants her breakfast. But what's my purpose? 

Once I'm actually out of bed, why am I getting dressed when I could and have in the past stayed in my pj's all day? If I'm not going out, not seeing anyone, not speaking to anyone, l dont "need" to get dressed. 

I fill my days with crafting, these days my new addiction is diamond art- I spend hours sitting "arting" whilst listening to podcasts mostly. On other days l sit "arting" listening to the environment outside or to my brain chat - her in my head known to me as Erin. She chats a lot. She brings up things l dont want brought up, l dont want reminding of, good and bad. 

What's the point of these blogs? - my ramblings, wafflings- well, they, these get Erin's chatter out there, out of my head onto virtual paper for people, you reading this to read.  Back in the day, the routine would be get up, wash, dress, sit and have breakfast whilst reading the daily newspaper that was pushed through the letter box, delivered alongside your daily milk delivery.  These days we/ l get up, get washed and dressed, sit with a lap tray to eat breakfast whilst scrolling on my phone!!!

There isn't a lot of difference between those days and now, is there, really?  The newspaper is now in our hands, constantly feeding us with information.  Good and bad news. 

Maybe I should talk to Ben Fogle off the telly to see what he says his guests on New Lives in the Wild say about their purpose, their what's the point views are.

I mean, do they have a routine, a daily, weekly plan of action? I do have a rough daily routine, a pill-taking routine, an eating routine, a food shop fortnightly routine, and a go to bed routine. But I don't have a must-do routine not anymore.  I still use Monday to Friday as my active "working" to do days.

But what is the point of it all?  I am happy enough, I have worked my arse off over many years to provide for my children, I have l hope given them a happy start in life, and it wasn't always day to day fun and happiness we have endured a few traumas over the years, but on the whole we had, I gave them the best I could. I finally achieved most of the goals in my life - that was the point of having and doing the blood, sweat and copious amounts of tears.  Now what? 

What is my point now?  When you're free to please just yourself, do what you want, go where you want, what is the point?

Keep doing what I'm doing because I can, because I want to, because l dont want to, what's the end goal? So when I've finished my existence, people can say she had a good life, she created a lot of stuff, she crafted, she travelled not worldly, but I've travelled. 

Is that the point?


Wednesday, 15 April 2026

MOMPESSON HOUSE & SALISBURY CATHEDRAL

 



Another week, another day trip with the friendly, efficient Uptons Coaches off to Wiltshire today.

Sat on the coach awaiting the feeder coach. Greeted by friendly, welcoming Ian, I've become a regular, hence the familiarity.  

A few regular faces onboard- the purple lady is back, bless her, she's a character and at her age she can be anything she wants to be.  There are a few whingers !! But they're sat in the back out of the way- best place for them!!

9.15am, and the feeder crowd join us. The weather is dry and grey, hope it stays that way. 

Stopped for a quick "comfort" break at Yeovil.  Then arrived in Salisbury at 12 noon.  Walked through At Annes Gate, the passage way up to the house and cathedral and some other museums. Passed some very grand old town houses with fabulous doors, the street is cobbled with millions of old pebbles and for a city, it's very quiet. 

Mompesson House was clad in scaffolding, unfortunately. And not very big at all. In fact, only 7 rooms to view, so it didn't take long to walk around. It was very homely and decorated accordingly for its era.  It had been home to a widow with her 3 daughters. 

Found the tiny cafe in the old garden room. Manned by just 2 women, serving tea in fine bone china cups and saucers to add to the ambience of the house. Was a nice touch.  

Because the house was so small and I had until 5pm to while away, may mooch around shops if l find them. Glad I bought crochet and quiz book as I have such a long time to use up and because the heavens opened with heavy drizzle l ventured into the cathedral and boy, that did not disappoint. I'm not religious by any means, but it was well worth all the time I did eventually spend in there. 

2pm I am as I said not religious but felt compelled to go into the cathedral, and there is something spiritual and endearing about being in this divine, tranquil space, even emotive in parts.  I lit a candle as I do these days, admired the architectureecture and carvings, embroidery, and the ambience. I felt the energy. I saw "the signs", names, dates as I walked the cloisters. I felt I'd been here before.

The majesty of this grand building. The Magna Carter with its perfectly written script in the tiniest of inked writings from the 1200's was amazing. 

The Vices and Virtues- Virtues being Good and feminine, Vices Bad and masculine!! Quite relevant me thinks, says it all. !!

Prayer cushions, Mary Magdalene, Jude Simon!!, a tombstone Symons, family birth dates. Signs it's what I believe in, even if others think it's "woo-woo" stuff.

The beautiful water feature in the centre of the aisle, the Easter display. The sacred water.  Im sat slone in one of the cloisters, no one here at all, I feel it. The energy.

I'm going back to the shop to buy the bronze praying hands. 

2.30pm for someone not religious, l dont want to leave the sanctuary of this magnificent place. I've bought myself treats, red crystal jewellery, the hands, and a scarf/pashmina.

I want to stay in the sanctuary of this place. 

Went back in and sat by the water feature and sacred water until 3pm. Just sat and took in the energy and peace. It feels great and energised. 

then took myself for a cuppa until 3.30pm, dragging out the time until 3.30pm or as long as I can. Signs they're gearing up to close, so I left and wandered out into the damp cold, still an hour to kill.  

Nowhere to sit and wait inside unless I venture into another cafe or pub- which l dont really want to do. No sign of any fellow travellers. I took shelter around a wall from the direction of the cold rain just as well as a swarm of hundreds of school boys went passed.  Once they'd dispersed, I went back to St Annes gate to shelter some more, still nowhere to sit. Still no fellow travellers. Stood looking at the dirty wall and noticed the bricked-up doorway, tiny in size. And various markings embedded in the ancient gated wall - wondering about the history and stories this gateway must hold. 

Eventually, a few fellow travellers emerged so we congregated under scaffolding for our coach. All cold, wet and a bit fed up to be honest. 5pm in rubbish weather is too long.

Apparently should arrive back at the pick up point at 7pm!! Flipping heck!!

Gave Ian the feedback so the company know for next time. 

Hope it's dry and light so I can stomp home and warm up. Got dropped off at a motorway junction, which cuts out 15 mins of walking. Was back home and in my jammies by 7.30pm- 12 hours after beginning my day. 

The familiar faces of the regulars said goodbye until we meet again.


Friday, 10 April 2026

DAY TRIP-ARLINGTON COURT.

 



I am trying something different this time. Hope you enjoy the read.  As always, these are my words and feelings, and my own style of writing. This is how l write whilst on the move, so all taken from my note book and random not structured.

Thurs. 9th April Day trip to National Trust property Arlington Court and Carriage museum in North Devon. Travelled with Uptons Coaches.


Day trip time, weather 8am cloudy at the moment as I trek to the pick up point a half-hour walk up the road. Nerves kicking in, or should I say adrenaline, happy to be going out, out visiting somewhere new.  Its been a while. But is the start of travel day trip season for me anyway.

Not many of us today- 11  in total. The Tiverton purple lady is a regular and a very able-bodied frail elderly lady who sits and chuckles at all sorts. The rest of my fellow travellers are new bodies and not overly chatty.

We arrived at 11.30am, as did the heavy, drizzly wet rain; it had been dry up to Bampton, our last pick port. Then fog & damp followed us over Exmoor. 

Had a quick pit stop in the cafe for a sausage roll and coffee served by very friendly, welcoming staff. Looked at the mini map then set off to trek the estate, trekking through trees, rhododendrons which are beginning to blossom- I love a rhododendron.  Daffodils, carpets of primroses and, wild garlic which smells gorgeous, bluebells in 3 shades of colour- blue pink and white. 

Its 2.20pm, I've been in the old stables where 40 glorious carriages are housed, most built in the 1800's from wood and leather, all in great condition, given their age and use by the landed gentry and royalty- Queen Vic no less. I've been in the grand house too, which had a lovely feel to it, homely and warm. Was home and owned by the Chichester Family in particular, a strong female Rosalie Chichester. 

For my last hour l took shelter back in the cafe for cream tea and a cuppa, of course its stopped raining now I'm indoors!!  

Cream tea- so full up now, think new meds prevent me from eating so much, which has to be a good thing, as I feel quite sick and bloated right now. I moved into the other closed dining area to shelter from the cold and crocheted until the bus came.

Anyway, back to Arlington, a lovely house, great gardens, kitchen, walled , wooded lots of winter storm damage where huge trees with their roots just fell over ripping up their attachment to the earth. Quite sad and amazing considering the size of them.

Lots of wild garlic, especially down a little path into a woodland canopy with a babbling brook, moss-covered logs and bluebell carpets- loved it down there  a nice atmosphere.

Had a mooch around the shop with its usual National Trust goodies, candles honey jams, blankets, etc. but as l left and started to walk back noticed a black and white bird hopping around the field it wasn't a wagtail- I would say a Blackbird with a health problem as it was quite distinctive black and white plumage.. 

Typical, as we're about to leave, the sun came out, no heat like yesterday, where we had a day of summer!! 

Slept well for an hour in the warmth as we drove back through Exmoor valley and its sleepy villages and towns, as if time has stood still here.

Been a good day lots of trees and nature inclusion, which l loved. Even stroked the stone memorial stone of Vanguard, the estate dog who apparently ad died aged 13 7 weeks after he lost his owner.  The carriage museum was fascinating, with some seriously old but well-preserved carriages.

Lots of things for kids to do given it's the Easter holidays. Staff in the cafe were super friendly. But they do need to provide napkins!! 

Watched a gang of kids climbing a huge tree, nice to see kids doing outdoorsy things. 

I need to sort a travel diet that's not bread and pastry-based so l dont feel like l am right now. 

Indoors, jammies on and it's 6pm. Got dropped off by J25 so not so far to walk home makes a difference. Quick walk past tesco to get light food options to calm my still bloated belly. 

Been a long day but a good one. Until next week. Wiltshire destined.


Sunday, 5 April 2026

HAPPY EASTER





Happy Easter, everyone. 
A time for religious and non-religious celebrations. Bunnies, Lambs, chicks, new life, new leaves, Spring beginnings springing into life.
The return of the sun and warmth. 
Apparently, Easter Sunday is always the first Sunday after the first full moon after the equinox.  The divine moon decides when we have Easter.
It's about Jesus being crucified on the cross and rising again when he vanishes from a stone tomb. Where I live, 3 crosses get erected on a hill to symbolise this.  Even though I'm not religious its a nice sight to see.
And Easter is about abundance of food- simnel cake, easter biscuits, hot cross buns, chocolate easter eggs, roast lamb dinners.  And a 5-day weekend if you're lucky enough not to have to work. 
But the 5-day weekend can be a drag for some people. 
Going to be Debbie Downer now and say if you're a baby boomer, empty nester without transport, those 5 days and any bank holiday can just be a reminder that it's a time that your offspring have flown the nest, have families of their own and will exclude you from festivities.  Whether they mean to or not. Or more than anything, and rightly so, do their own family thing.
It doesn't make things any easier to stomach or cope with the reminder that you/ l am alone and isolated. There is no affordable transport on a Sunday or a bank holiday.
Anxiety prevents me from wandering alone around the local area despite the glorious weather. If I were to live within walking distance of a beach, I wouldn't have a problem walking alone. But in an urban-rural area alone, I do.
I think the plan of action for future bank holidays would be to book to go away to a seaside venue so that I can then dine and walk alone without any issues.



Monday, 16 March 2026

WHAT IS A MUM?

 


What is a Mum, Mother, Mummy, Mom?

Here in the UK we've just had Mothering Sunday, a day to celebrate all mums. All women who nuture children. Whether it be their own or step children, foster children. Some women dont actually nuture. Some dont want to be mothers, each to their own. 

This blog has been inspired by me listening to podcasts whilst crafting. Today l listened to an inspriational lady whom l admire, we havent met in person but have on zoom. Lise Thorne- Walking_this_way podcaster, instagram icon for Midlife women, Money Conversationalist with her mate Adrienne. On todays pod Lisa spoke to her guest speaker Lara Milward who said her upbringing in Canada had inspired her to be who she is today. She was bought up in a world where being a girl didnt mean you couldnt do something. 

My own upbringing was kind of the same l guess!  In that my mum wasnt a tactile mum at all. She was one of 5 sisters, a twin, she lived to the ripe old age of nearly 96. She passed just 3 years ago. And yes l do miss her because she made me who l am today. 

I was and still am l think, searching, craving for that love she never gave me. She wasn't a tactile mum, she was intelligent and skilled in all things needlework. She taught me and many others how to knit, sew, crochet.  She taught me how to me because I rebelled and fought against what she wanted to be. When it came to choosing my options in school l wanted to do art because l loved art and still love crafting. But no, "she decided" I was going to do French and be a bilingual secretary!!!  

Needless to say l did not pass French because l didnt study it, because I did not want to do it.  So l didnt.!!

Over the years, I've had a variety of jobs, the last one lasted 22 years of physical grafting. But my best and most accomplished job was that of a Mum. Alone parent in the end to my 4 now adult children. 

A Mother gives life to new humans. I gave life to 4 new humans and 2 angel babies. And in turn have given or rather they've given new life to 8 new humans- 4 girls and 4 boys. 

My mum's harsh upbringing with her Irish Dad during the war years, in London, moulded her into who she became; she, in turn, moulded me into me. I'm strong, resilient, and capable. I'm a crafter, a writer, a family historian, and Grandmother-Nannie. 

I learned to be stubborn, pig-headed, and a do- er because my mum told me l couldnt do things, l wouldnt amount to anything, l wouldnt be able to achieve anything.  So l did stuff any way, l said watch me do the opposite. So maybe she did love me because I proved her wrong. Maybe her tough love was her saying she actually believed in me.  Personally l wish she'd chosen the softer approach that I believe I've used with my 4. Firm but fair. And always giving a cuddle when needed. To all 12 of my humans. 

My upbringing and experiences have shaped my humans into who they are, how they are not just with themselves but with their humans. Having the strict upbringing I had led to naivety, which went onto abusive relationships, which I've come out the other side from, because as my mum put downs pulled me down, the abusive relationships pulled me and physically put me down. I always came back stronger and more resilient. A 6ft 2in para tried to physically and mentally put me down, yet here I am still bloody standing. A lone 64-year-old independent wise crone. I've been, I am the Maiden, Mother, Warrior, Crone. ( my next tattoo)! 

So being a Mum, Mother giver of life means I am, we are, strong, resilient women who deserve and should always be celebrated.  

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY .  



Friday, 30 January 2026

INSOMNIA

 


Insomnia

3 nights pre full Leo Moon

2.46am Awake

Restless legs

Twitchy feet

Tinnitus- constant ringing

Tossing, turning, left side, right side

Cosy bed, cold air windows open ( a little bit)

Cat, no cat company- a feeling of security that some one is there

Heavy eyes

Tired yawning

Aching knees

Hot feet, Cold sheets

Stargazing, rain watching

Sleep no sleep.